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5月24日 转慈母诗二首以飨吾悲痛之心今日,2008年5月24日凌晨一时许，大地一阵晃动把我从睡梦中摇醒。此后，再也无法入眠，披衣而起，挑灯而作。
大地母亲你别再摇晃
人们喜欢的一首歌里这样唱道
我是无人知晓的一棵小草 赞美山川河流的抚育 享受大地母亲温暖的怀抱 可灾难的5月12日啊
山川呜咽河流泪淌 大地母亲的轻轻摇晃 让亿万儿女痛断肝肠 母亲心中也有太多的哀伤 她无法冷却体内汹涌的岩浆 让皮肤固化成永久的温床 永不惊扰儿女甜美的梦乡 祈求母亲你别再摇晃
数万儿女已永久沉睡于你的臂膀 让他们静静地安息 别打扰他们在天国的梦乡 大地母亲啊请别再摇晃
华夏儿女读懂了你忧愁的目光 山崩地裂让我们挺直了脊梁 五十六个民族凝聚成一股力量 山川河流啊你别再悲伤
请留住脚步 把这里当成你永远的家乡 让小草给你缀上五彩的新装 大地母亲你别再摇晃
柔弱的小草选择了坚强 在废墟中挺立 在苦难中重生 每一棵小草定会绽放芬芳 七律一首
地裂山崩惹祸殃 断壁残垣五月殇 万千生灵遭涂炭 痛我中华泪满江 抗震救灾无国疆 众志成城坚如钢 军民携手谱新曲 重建家园煅华章 5月16日 四川兄弟们，雄起！ 身在北京，心系四川。看到家乡遭受如此灾害，很难受，很难受！想冲到前线救人、想回家当志愿者、想救济无家可归的小孩到我家过夜、想。。。
不能到前线去救人，我们能为他们做点什么吗？自己捐了一次又一次，还是觉得不够。说到捐钱，有些人怕了，“我没钱。”，“我最近比较拮据。”，“我自己都不够用呢。”真的吗，真的是这样的吗？我想到这里很气愤！十块钱都拿不出来吗？五块钱都拿不出来吗？一块钱都拿不出来吗？换位思考一下吧，如果灾难降临在自己头上呢？真的不需要别人的帮助吗？自己少去一次饭馆、自己少买一件新衣服、自己少逛一次超市就能节约不少钱。而这些钱足够让一个人渡过这最艰难的时期。
一个人的力量很小，但是举国上下从国家领导到平民百姓万众一心、众志成城，我更加坚信中华民族团结在一起战胜困难的勇气和决心！越是在关键时候，越能看出一个民族的伟大与否！
这是一场战斗，没有硝烟的战斗！军号已吹响，我们还在犹豫什么？苍天无情人有情！华夏儿女、炎黄子孙们，在同胞受苦受难的时候，我们一起为他们做点事情，哪怕是捐一块钱、哪怕是捐一件旧衣服、哪怕是献一次血。。。
做我们能做的事，哪怕仅仅是一件事！我们一起为他们祈祷，我们一起为他们祝福！四川兄弟们，坚持住！四川兄弟们，好样的！四川兄弟们，雄起！ 5月3日 STAY ALONEListening to songs one after one through the radio wave in the air, typewriting words one after one through the keyboard by rote, drinking CocaCola a cup after a cup for fizz. Have a glimpse at my watch, which tells me 00:13 May 3rd. Tired but no will to sleep, why? Because I am staying alone, tonight.
Although there are a large number of tasks waiting for me to deal with, there are lots of friends asking me to join their parties, there are piles of papers to read and translate...I don't want to think about them a second more, I don't want to put my languid body into them, I don't want to...I am not very sure about what I am really eager to do. Maybe what I need is just a short break. Sleeping makes me better, relaxation makes me better, and thinking nothing makes me better. I always suppose that I were in a war where not only have I a fighting with others but also fight myself every time.
Yesterday, someone told me that I had better find a girlfriend to take care of me and share in my burden. Well, absolutely sounds nice. Really hard to find one especially at this moment, however. What a mess in my mind!
Have a rest for two days and I feel no belongingness for I am accustomed to busyness. Funny? Yes, I jest myself, as I am not able to enjoy leisure. Who could tell me what happened to me? Am I a working-maniac? On one hand, hard working is to get better and more rest, on the other hand better rest is to make hard work. Is this the so-called life? Plenty of things push me forward and allow me to be substantial, but after many days of putting my shoulder to the wheel, I really need a break to ease my rapid pulsatile heart. Nevertheless unfortunately, I am in the how-d'ye-do as I told here before. Therefore, I think there may be something wrong with my philosophy of life. What should I do? How can I deal with it? Need I to see a psychoanalyst?
Terry May. 3rd, 2008 |
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